Disappointing.

Okay, so this is gonna be my first actual blog post and I have decided to privatize it actually. Therefore, I believe nobody would be able to read it apart from myself. Ultimately, I would publicise it again because I know some MGM would bug me to do so. Anyway, I shall start my blog proper.

Purpose of blog: Place for me to rant out my feelings and thoughts?? Since I think Facebook is like too open and even now in Twitter I can’t tweet as I like. Hope that my blog won’t turn out to be another place for peeps to attack me too. Hahaha!

Well, so it was a boring day at work. And here is a breakdown of how it goes.

8am: Mood – Just woke up, dreading to go to work.

And so I thought I was supposed to start work at 830 and I happily strolled into the office thinking that I was damn early and wanted to accompany my bitch for a while before I start work. Luckily, I took a look at the attendence and realised in time that I was supposed to start at 8! Okay, as usual my computer was slow and again needed to log in using Shawn bitch’s IPCC. Day started badly thus far.

9am: Mood – Starting to feel the Monday Bruise!

Boring boring day was starting to kick in when the two girls of the supposedly Sims 4 were busy gossiping and catching up on their respective weekend and hmmm, er, S bitch was kinda busy doing his stuff too. Else, he would be busy chatting on his phone on Whatsapp with whoever he knows who I am talking about. Anyway, then he was complaining why the girls were ignoring us. Told him to just let them be because they were catching up about the weekend and maybe we could do so too. But wait, okay we kinda spent the weekend together again. MGM TTM! Sians! hahahaha!

10am till 12pm: Mood – Rotting my life away in the office.

Thus far, I was just feeling super moody and grumpy. Maybe due to the few irritating calls that I received and that nobody bothered talking to me. Hais, well maybe I should find something to do to entertain myself. Shall not rely on the girls and also S bitch since he said that he was not obliged to talk to me. Therefore, I looked for my mei to talk since he looked for his HTHT friend. Luckily, she was online for a while and I started talking to her. Hahahaha! I felt kinda bitchy. Well, when was I not right somebody must be thinking…

Well, I feel like my entry is getting too wordy so I shall try to cut short it. Anyway, like anyway again, after lunch things were slightly better. S bitch started talking to me a bit and was like disturbing me with his blog entry when I had already read through it like 10 minutes before. Just plain irritating and bitchy. Hahahaha just like me! TTM. Just admit it you! While sitting in the office, many things came through my mind. Maybe cause it is Monday, maybe it is the time of the month, maybe, maybe. Just too many maybes going through my mind. Just can’t keep things off my mind. Maybe I should really take some time off myself and think through about stuff. This is serve me, my family and friends around me well. I suppose??

Time to re-think about how I should behave and act like from now on. Things are getting a little out of hand again. Maybe I am just thinking too much (I hope!) or maybe I am the one taking things for granted and also too seriously at the same time. Too manay things that I want to say but maybe just too many to be penned down now. Hahahaha! Probably I should not publicise my blog afterall cause nobody will bother to read it. So bladly long, I feel. Just one question in my mind now: What do I actually want? =(

Still thinking of going back to Hong Kong cause there is where I feel like home and feel more at ease. Without any troubles and problems to think about. Maybe again, I am just trying to avoid facing problems!

My shuai nephew and his admirer! =)

Kids are so cute and they do not have to bother about any problems. All they have to do is to play and have fun. How I wished I could always stay at that phase of life! =(

I really don’t know what I am feeling now but I am just feeling very vexed up and fudged up. Hahahaha what exactly do I want? What should I do? Be myself? Or just fake a ‘myself’ to suit into the environment? But the environment is now rejecting me, so yea tell me somebody, what should I do exactly?